I am not a long-term investment and demand significantly less maintenance both emotionally and financially, whether or not I’m seeing him for money or seeing him just for sex, I’m his spare tyre who is (sometimes painfully) at his beck and call for fantasy fulfilment and emotional support. Where you happen to be a full-time job with excellent rewards and insurance policies, I’m an hourly temp job.
He feels much more relaxed telling me things he doesn’t have the self confidence to admit to you, I am generally a young, great-looking therapist but unlike professionally-skilled therapists, he will get to f*ck me and make me perform specific sexual acts that he does not feel comfortable asking his wife to do
He may be replacing a habit or channelling his craving for other vices toward a different type of self-destructive habit. If he has a background of gambling, alcoholism or a drug addiction, it’s expected of him to channel this pleasure-seeking energy towards me. He may also have a saviour complex that makes him feel great supporting me economically to whatever extent he does and also getting the ‘No Strings Attached’ intercourse arrangement, It truly is mutually advantageous.
He’s got a Madonna-whore complex and places you in the Madonna category, he does not think of the mom of his children in the same sexual way he may possibly have during hot hotel sexual intercourse with somebody like me who asks little of him. He gets off on the risk and may not even be seeing me for me at all since it’s about indulging in a thrill-seeking risk. Some fellas try their best not to get caught but most I’ve seen enjoy flirting with catastrophe a bit} especially if he’s paying me hush-money.
He understands I’m jealous of the “woman at home” role but willing to settle for his spare tyre because that is all I can get, he exploits that need and manipulates me emotionally and this is why once in a long while he can make up tales for his wife to take me on a intimate weekend away. In the course of the weekend, if he gets a sniffle, he’ll ditch the intimate weekend with me in a second to come and be with you. He’s scared of your wrath and doesn’t give a sh*t about me, should you call to remind him that he there is no one home to let the plumber in between 2-5, he’ll cancel our earlier booked 3pm 1hr meeting. He fails to understand that as an escort he had booked a few days earlier, I was looking forward to and relying on that 1hr booking mainly for the money to feed my kid as a single parent or pay my school fees.
Basically, I am never, can never and will never be a threat to you, he loves you dearly and I’m just a fun pastime he will ditch when serious things come up….. dont blame me, those are the cards I was dealt and Im doing my best with a bad hand…. I hope that soon your husband can get his act together, some say I look great, others like him will come to get me through, until the day I can sort myself out and stop waiting for people like him….
HOTELS / SEASIDE RESORT ESCORTS: Composition by Londons sex workers